Slave J:
Today as I opened my eyes Mistress surprised me with a slave day. Mistress explained that we was going to have our first slave day in our new home! I was excited, because I hadn’t served Mistress in my slave roll in a while. My first task was to get up, and make Mistress her coffee for the morning. I went down stairs to make Mistress her coffee. When I returned with Mistress’s coffee I helped her prepare her coffee the way she likes it. I first put in the creamer, then I stirred it for Mistress. I returned to the kitchen to put the creamer back into the refrigerator, and to fix myself the remaining coffee. As I entered the bedroom I was told to chat with some submissives. I spent the next couple hours messaging submissives with Mistress. Then out of the blue Mistress ordered me to the bed on all fours. Mistress then began spanking me with her slapper. She started out slow at first, but then work her pace up. The faster Mistress spanked me the harder it had gotten. Mistress loves to see how much, and how hard she can go with me. Mistress also used her flogger after I begged her to let me have a break. I could feel the weight of the flogger crashing down on my skin hard. I can hear Mistress giggle as she slaps me hard. A couple times I barely could take the pain and started to move a little. I would say this was the hardest Mistress has spanked me yet. When Mistress ordered me up she said that was one hundred strokes of her whip. Mistress then placed my leather collar around my neck. After Mistress got out as I was folding Mistress clothes she ordered me to put one of her shirts on. Mistress didn’t like the way it looked on me. Mistress was laughing at the way her clothing fit on me. Then I was ordered to put another one of her shirts on it fit better. Then Mistress had me put on a Black skirt. She then told me to take off the top and just pull up the skirt like a dress and cover my boobs. The dress wouldn’t stay because my 'boobs' were too small. Mistress then grabbed her bra and a couple t shirts to make me some boobs, because I don’t have any. Then I was ordered to pull my dress up. Mistress inspected her slave, then Mistress told me to continue. As I continued cleaning the rooms up stairs Mistress taught me proper manners as a lady along the way. Mistress showed me how to bend down to pick things off the floor properly, without flashing my bits to everyone. I spent a couple hours cleaning wearing my dress. Mistress then had me make her a late lunch. After I made Mistress her lunch I was allowed to prepare my own and Mistress and I ate our lunch together. When I was finished with lunch. Mistress ordered me to leave on my panties and go put my man clothes back on. We left soon after to run errands and visit with friends. Mistress soon released me as we went on with our evening...but I still wore her panties the whole night and kept thinking about my first day as Her sissy Jessy.
| 1/7/2011 11:58:39 PM |
Today Mistress, and I spent the morning text chatting while she was at work. We talked about how much we truly enjoy each other, and our lifestyle choice. I live to serve her and she lives to control me. Mistress instructed me that she was wanting me to serve her in the afternoon. I was so excited to be able to make her happy in any way she asked of me. I love making Mistress happy it’s been my whole life since we have met. Mistress tasked me to be ready when she got off work so we could go shopping together. She also told me to wear a pair of her panties under my clothing. I picked out a bright blue pair. She also had me send her pictures of me in her panties. She liked the pictures a lot, and said she was very excited about them too. She told me that was her ass and I was her slut. Being Mistress Kay’s slut is my life now, and I’ve never been happier. Mistress also said my ass looked very feminine. I liked taking pictures of my ass they looked really hot. As Mistress and I were walking around the store shopping she would giggle and laugh noticing the panties were riding up. I would try to pull them down not to be noticed, but Mistress notices everything.
After Mistress, and I finished shopping we headed back to our house. I carried the stuff we bought in, and put it away. Mistress and I were talking about our life together. I told Mistress that I love to be her property, and serve her. Mistress said she was very happy and she wasn’t going to let me go anywhere. Mistress instructed me to follow her to our room. I went to my knees like I know I’m supposed to. She told me to crawl to her on my knees. When I got close she grabbed me and held me tight. She whispered how much she had missed me serving her, and how I was going to please her with my ass today. Then Mistress instructed me to the bed on my hands, and knees. Mistress began spanking me with her hand making my ass red. Mistress then instructed me to my stomach. Mistress placed my leather collar around my neck. I felt the slapper next land on my ass it stings, and has a distinct feeling. Mistress loves to push my limits with spanking seeing how much she can make me take. It gives her a lot of pleasure pushing me through the pain to her pleasure point. I can her the laughs, and giggles as she gives me a break from the spanking. Mistress used her flogger, and her slapper all over my ass making it hot to touch. When Mistress had enough of spanking me. Mistress asked me if I wanted her cock. I said, “yes” Mistress asked how bad. Mistress instructed me to beg for her cock. I begged for her to use me as her slut. I wanted her to fuck me so bad I would do anything. Mistress asked me to bark so I replied with an Arrrfff. We both were really enjoying our time together. Mistress is great at using me with her strap on. Mistress has always taken a lot of pride in the way she can fuck an ass, and she is amazing at it. I could feel Mistress behind me now. The tip of her huge black cock was at the edge of my hole. Mistress began to penetrate me. Then she instructed me to my back with my legs up. When I flipped over Mistress said she wanted to watch her whore take her cock. She looked me into my eyes as she pushed her big cock deep. Mistress’s cock pushed deep inside me with one push. I was very as Mistress told me how I was her whore, and only hers. Mistress had me ride her big black cock. While I was taking all of her cock Mistress told me how slutty I looked. She told me I looked so hot taking all of her cock while I was riding her. I did feel slutty taking her big cock. But I do love being Mistress’s slut. She always fucks me so good, and hard. She makes me lose control of where and what I’m doing a lot of times. It’s then when I don’t address her properly or do as I’m told. I get slapped in the balls, and punished. Mistress really hates when she has to interrupt our great moment with punishments. I always deserve them when she does, and they usually are a lot more extreme than normal. When Mistress has had enough she tells me to clean up everything and that I’m going to help her cook dinner shortly.
I finish cleaning up all the gear, and myself. I go to help prepare Mistress, and I meal for dinner. We ended up having a great evening together me serving Mistress. Thank you Mistress for being so beautiful, strong, caring, and taking such excellent care of your property...~ kaysalphajase
After Mistress, and I finished shopping we headed back to our house. I carried the stuff we bought in, and put it away. Mistress and I were talking about our life together. I told Mistress that I love to be her property, and serve her. Mistress said she was very happy and she wasn’t going to let me go anywhere. Mistress instructed me to follow her to our room. I went to my knees like I know I’m supposed to. She told me to crawl to her on my knees. When I got close she grabbed me and held me tight. She whispered how much she had missed me serving her, and how I was going to please her with my ass today. Then Mistress instructed me to the bed on my hands, and knees. Mistress began spanking me with her hand making my ass red. Mistress then instructed me to my stomach. Mistress placed my leather collar around my neck. I felt the slapper next land on my ass it stings, and has a distinct feeling. Mistress loves to push my limits with spanking seeing how much she can make me take. It gives her a lot of pleasure pushing me through the pain to her pleasure point. I can her the laughs, and giggles as she gives me a break from the spanking. Mistress used her flogger, and her slapper all over my ass making it hot to touch. When Mistress had enough of spanking me. Mistress asked me if I wanted her cock. I said, “yes” Mistress asked how bad. Mistress instructed me to beg for her cock. I begged for her to use me as her slut. I wanted her to fuck me so bad I would do anything. Mistress asked me to bark so I replied with an Arrrfff. We both were really enjoying our time together. Mistress is great at using me with her strap on. Mistress has always taken a lot of pride in the way she can fuck an ass, and she is amazing at it. I could feel Mistress behind me now. The tip of her huge black cock was at the edge of my hole. Mistress began to penetrate me. Then she instructed me to my back with my legs up. When I flipped over Mistress said she wanted to watch her whore take her cock. She looked me into my eyes as she pushed her big cock deep. Mistress’s cock pushed deep inside me with one push. I was very as Mistress told me how I was her whore, and only hers. Mistress had me ride her big black cock. While I was taking all of her cock Mistress told me how slutty I looked. She told me I looked so hot taking all of her cock while I was riding her. I did feel slutty taking her big cock. But I do love being Mistress’s slut. She always fucks me so good, and hard. She makes me lose control of where and what I’m doing a lot of times. It’s then when I don’t address her properly or do as I’m told. I get slapped in the balls, and punished. Mistress really hates when she has to interrupt our great moment with punishments. I always deserve them when she does, and they usually are a lot more extreme than normal. When Mistress has had enough she tells me to clean up everything and that I’m going to help her cook dinner shortly.
I finish cleaning up all the gear, and myself. I go to help prepare Mistress, and I meal for dinner. We ended up having a great evening together me serving Mistress. Thank you Mistress for being so beautiful, strong, caring, and taking such excellent care of your property...~ kaysalphajase
11/14/2010 10:27:15 PM: MY Journey to my Mistress: It was about 10 years ago or longer I had started thinking about BDSM. I fantasized about serving a Dominant and strong Woman. I like working under Women as my bosses which I had lots of Women in charge of me at the time. As time passed I would catch myself wanting to be dominated more and more. So when the Internet made it easier to find Woman that was interested in Dominance I was fascinated. At first I would spend days and nights reading and learning about BDSM. I couldn’t fight the feeling the want to serve a strong, and dominate Woman. I spent years learning and wanting to go farther into the life of submission. I wanted to serve a Mistress and be her property. I would dream about this Beautiful, strong, and dominate Woman hand picking me to be hers. Taking me, making me her property, and training me to serve her. When I would think about serving her it would all be sexual thoughts due to my selfishness. Then one day I was sitting at my computer, and I received a new message. So when I clicked on the message to read it I was almost knocked out of my seat. The message stated I was a cute boy and if I was interested to reply with the information about myself. I looked at her profile over and over. I thought to myself with excitement that I should give Mistress a shot. I thought she was so beautiful and that we liked a lot of the same interests. Soon we were chatting, and we planned to meet. This was the first time I had ever made plans to meet in full attentions of meeting. Yes I used to troll the Internet and I have leaded some Woman on during my search into the lifestyle. This time was different for sure I wanted to meet Mistress Kay more than anything. I had finally made the decision to be a submissive and I was going to make it happen. I had even contacted Mistress Kay to bump up my session day we made plans on Saturday. We had the best session I thought at the time. Really I don’t think it could have gone any better for the first meeting. We both seemed to connect, and seemed very happy we had found each other. That whole night after my session I just thought about Mistress. What had happened that day is that I fell head over heals for Mistress. I wanted to do anything for her. I wanted to serve her and only her. The Next day I received a message from Mistress. She wasn’t happy at all I was busted. I had been talking to another Dom at the same time as Mistress. I had lied to Mistress about who I was talking to and not talking to. She had asked me if she was the only Dom I was talking to. I told her yes knowing that it was a lie. I was stuck I didn’t know how to tell the two women I was lying. I thought I had lost Mistress forever at this moment. She would hardly talk to me because I had hurt her deeply with my lies. I was so lucky that she wanted to come talk to me face to face about what I had done. I was so scared to see her, because I knew I was wrong, and I was willing to take any punishment she deemed fit. She was angry when she arrived I thought she might beat me. We set on my couch and she counseled me as her submissive on what I have done wrong. Mistress didn’t beat me as a punishment she just made me tell her why I did it. Then she asked me why she should give me a second chance as her submissive. When Mistress left me I felt so stupid, little, and pathetic. It was the only time I’ve ever felt pathetic. This is where BDSM was turning from sexual wants to me just wanting to serve Mistress for her needs. Serving Mistress is a lifestyle not just a sexual act. It’s my new life being her property 24/7, and I so lucky to be able to serve her. It has changed every way I look at BDSM forever. During the months of my training as Mistress Kay’s alpha slave I have never been happier. Mistress has taught me a lot. She has shown me how I used to be so selfish when it came to women. She has shown me how women feel when we men are selfish. Even my desires have changed. Mistress has made me realize and think about my submission to her as her devoted slave. The trust we have built towards each other has made my limits just drift away to her limits. I want to do anything she asks of me at any time now. Mistress has shown me how to explore all aspects of myself. Like eating my own cum, I never was into it before. Now I jump at the chance to eat my cum for Mistress, my favorite way is eating my own cream pie. Foot worship is another one of her fetishes I have made my own. I love to lick and kiss Mistress feet now I can’t get enough of them. I love how these things make me so submissive. I have taken a look at my previous limits, and see how silly it is to be scared to explore in my relationship with Mistress. I know Mistress would never do anything to damage her property and she just needs my trust. I want to explore myself even more. I never have been into getting spanked. Now I find it can be a very sensual and bonding experience between Mistress and me. My life as a slave is built on a lot of trust. I have put down my guard and given everything to Mistress.
10/13/2010 2:00:09 PM: Mistress As I lay there this morning, as I opened my eyes I see your beautiful face. Your smile amazes me as you talk to me about everyday life. Then you tell me nicely you have to make a phone call. After your phone call you inform me that today I’m going to service you over and over. You tell me how important I am to you, and how I’m going to serve you today. I’m always so happy for every chance I serve you Mistress. You order me to get the case full of your gear and bring it close to you. Then you tell me to drop to my knees. You have me do some simple tasks getting you anything you need or want. When you get to my collar you tell me to kneel, and come close as you strap it in place. You remark about the missing lock for my collar. As you strap my collar on me it always consumes me with thoughts of you Mistress. I’m always so happy to wear my collar for my owner, and then you pull the leash out of your case and click it on to my collar. You tell me to rise up to my feet and follow. You pull me around your house and you stop in front of the window. You comment how beautiful day it is out side, and I agreed you were right. You talk to me asking me if I’m ready to serve to you. I tell I love to serve you, and I want it more than ever. You tell me your going to cock train me today. I tell you yes Mistress, and I’m excited to be used in this way by you. But I’m getting a very submissive feeling. My mind starts to swirl and my blood begins to rush. I feel light headed from the rush of your control. You place me back onto my knees in front of your bed. As you place the neoprene mask over my eyes. You ask if I can see I tell you yes Mistress, but its really cloudy. Then you place a black blindfold over my eyes as you kiss my lips. I can’t see you but I feel and taste your lips. You order me to turn around and my hands are placed behind my back. I feel you place a rope around my wrist’s you tell me to relax them and you bind my wrists behind my back. I’ve never been so filled with passion for you Mistress. I feel your finger being placed on my lips as it outlines my lips. You also put your finger teasingly in and out of my mouth as teasing as possible. Then you walk away and as you return you tell me how good I would look sucking your cock. It was the smallest cock you own out of the three. You place the head of your cock into my mouth you show me exactly how you want sucked. You instruct me and train me how you want me to suck and take all of your cock. As I’m sucking your cock you are reading and studying for your test. When I cant take no more of that task you untie my wrists and pull me by my collar to the chair I still cant see anything at this time. You put my face and tell me to service you. As I lick you I love the taste and smell of you Mistress. It consumes me and all I want is more. Then you pull me to the floor and you climb onto my face controlling the tempo, pressure, and pace. Still reading your book you stop and instruct me how to exactly serve you at that moment. Then Mistress continues to read her book. When you’re finished with your book and my service. You tell me to get behind you and fuck you with my cock. As soon as I enter you I can feel the urge to cum. When I tell you I have the urge you encourage me too. I can feel myself explode inside you; it was an amazing feeling the explosion inside you Mistress. As your getting dressed Mistress you tell me that I’m going to have to clean that mess up I just made inside you sometime today. And I will be happy to lick it up as she feeds me my own cum, as I know it brings her a lot of pleasure. You order me to go to lunch with to a favorite place you love. We share a nice lunch it was very casual, and we talked about us. We have had many important changes lately, but I’ve never been so happy in my life. I have been serving you a lot more often Mistress, and I love to serve you. As we left returned home we stopped by the CVS to get some lube. When we returned home you from the beautiful lunch we spent outside. You tell me to strip my clothes and kneel. You place my collar back around my neck and the mask/blindfold. You tell me how excited you are about taking me with your strap on. As I’m waiting to be taken from Mistress I feel her flogger rub my back and slide down. I feel so submissive to you and your power at this moment. You stay in my thoughts so much of the time any more. Mistress. I feel your flogger strike me then again and again. Each time you strike me I feel a rush. I feel your power it’s over whelming. You also use your slapper with alternating strokes. As you switch from flogger and slapper with every other stroke. The feeling gets more intense with every wack. My submission grows, and my willingness to serve you Mistress. That’s when you ask me if I want your strap on. I tell you yes More than ever Mistress. You pour some lube on to my hole, and you do this a couple times. Then I feel your cock going right up my ass from the previous cock training and sessions. You fuck me deep and fast with the almost the littlest cock but its 8 inches long. As you take my ass you grab my hips and pull me so deep onto your cock. When you think I’m ready you ask me if I want your bigger cock, and its also 8 inches long but 3 times fatter than the first cock. I beg you for it Mistress you pull out, and tell me not to move. You return with your bigger cock and just push the head right in you like this a lot. Then you push it deep and take me with your cock at your will. You make me take it for some time then you inform me your going to take me with a black cock. This cock is bigger than anything I have ever had penetrating me. So big and black, but its longer than anything I have ever taken. You push the head right in ever so slowly. My ass just accepts this because of your training Mistress. You make me take this cock all of it. I felt so full and I have never felt anything like being your slut in this way. I can feel pre cum flowing out of me. As you fuck my ass so deep. Mistress you make me ride your cock till I’m done, and cant take no more. You keep telling me that I’m a good slut as I take your huge cock every inch possible. You release me from the strap on, and not long after that saying I have taken enough for you, and how proud of me you are for being so good. Then you tell me to come over to your chair as you sit. You tell me to orally service you to show you how much I like to lick you. You instruct me on exactly how to lick you in a sweet, but firm voice. As I lick you I can taste my cum inside you. You ask me how you taste I say just wonderful. I love tasting our cum together at the same time as you feed it to me from your sweet pussy. Then you are finished and tell me to go clean up for you. I ask if I may take a shower and you allow it. As I’m in the shower I just feel so lucky to have a Mistress that takes such good care of her property. All I ever want is to make you happy Mistress. Thank you so much Mistress for letting me serve you. I live to serve you and crave it every day. We sit and chat about our experiences for a while. Then you tell me to go look for us cock to share online and answer the posts. As I’m looking through the listings for cock. I just think how I want to serve you more and more. To give Mistress complete control of my thoughts, my service, and too make your limits my limits. Then Mistresses roommates come home later that evening. I get corrected in front of them for not addressing Mistress properly at the moment. I felt embarrassed getting corrected in front of them more than usual. I continued serving Mistress the rest of the night. Mistress sent me to the store to get some food to make for dinner. When I returned home with the stuff to make dinner. I got to help cook with Mistress. After we finished cooking I fixed Mistress a plate to eat, and fetched her something to drink. We finished her night by watching TV on the couch with her roommates. We retire late to your bed Mistress. We talk about our busy day we had. How much we both enjoyed each other. And all the exciting times we shared, like me taking all that big black cock the first try. Then I was made to clean the rest of my cum out of my beautiful Mistress before bed. There was still a lot of cum inside Mistress’s beautiful, sweet, wet, and tight pussy. As I licked Mistress to multiple orgasms, listening to her moans. I hope she knows how truly happy I am to serve her and make her happiness a priority always of mine. When I clean every drop of my cum out of you, and you are satisfied. You hold me showing me how important my service and devotion is to you. How important of a person I am to you. I always feel wanted and loved by you Mistress. I love you so much Mistress. I never want to be apart from you. I always carry a piece of you around with me in my heart. Your really Beautiful Mistress, and very sexy too. As I drift off to sleep at your feet holding and kissing them. I think how I want to serve you always.
10/13/2010 1:56:32 PM:Today I was told to write in my journal by Mistress. She asked me to express some feelings about some of the training me, and her have experienced together. She has been really pushing me with cock training with her cock. She makes me suck it and take the huge cock deep in my ass. She loves to use my ass and mouth I can see the enjoyment it brings her. This training makes me feel more submissive than anything. Mistress loves to hear me beg for her to fuck me with her big cock. I have been thinking a lot about her cock training me more and more every day. When we talk about it before hand it excites me, and makes me want to do anything for it. I’ve also have taken multiple fingers and almost her whole hand at one point. I thought that was really hot feeling her penetrate me with her hand and fingers. She will play with my ass anywhere. She will walk up just put her hand on my ass or just penetrate me right there. Mistress has done this in public at a Camp ground even in front of her friends. No one notices because she is careful. It excites me when she just grabs me, and plays with my ass filling me up so full. I always feel so slutty and submissive. Mistress also has been training me more how to orally service her. She will have me on my back and just climb on top of my face. Then she will queen me till she is happy, and satisfied. I feel the power she has over me because, she will control my breaths and the rhythm. I just lie there and take her face fucking and do as I’m instructed. I have been spending more and more time with Mistress. A lot has to do with Submissive guys always canceling their pro sessions at the last minute. It is frustrating for Mistress; she always rewards me with her time and presence. I get to serve her and to make her feel better as the evening goes on. We have grown together like I’ve never felt with any other. I trust her in all aspects of my life. I live to serve Mistress. I crave her all the time her power her control. She is so beautiful to me I worship every party of her. I’m so lucky to serve her and be owned by her. Thank you Mistress for letting me serve you.
7/6/2010 8:33:06 AM: I have once again been ordered to write in my journal by Mistress. I am very excited to share my experiences and my thoughts of her ownership of me. I have many fulfilling moments serving Mistress in the past month. This moment sticks out in our most recent visit and training session: I was texting Mistress earlier that day like usual and She asked what I was doing today. I answered Mistress that my plans had changed and now I was free to do what ever she needed. She asked if I would like a session and I was really excited and ready to serve Her again. So we made plans for Her to come see me at my house. I left my door unlocked as I went to the store and picked up a pizza. As I was returning home Mistress’s car was in my driveway. I opened the door and Mistress was sitting on the couch waiting for her slave to bring her dinner. I greeted her with a big smile and lots of excitement. I’m always excited to serve Mistress--its what my life is about now. I live to bring a smile to her face and hear her reward me when I deserve it. I fixed Mistress a plate and made sure she had everything she wanted for dinner. We sat and chatted and enjoyed our pizza. I always feel submissive around Mistress, but lately I feel Her power and control take over every part of me more and more. I give in to Her power because it’s very fulfilling being Her slave and I’m so lucky to be Her slave. After dinner we talked for a bit as we settled in, sometimes I get lost in praising or worshiping Mistress I enjoy it so much. When she lets me worship her body I want to never stop. Mistress ordered me to serve her over and over all night. As I was serving Mistress orally she indicated that She was done and just rolled over and wanted sleep. She ordered me off the bed and to the couch. This moment was so emotional fulfilling for me as Her submissive slave, because I brought Her so much pleasure that night. When the session ended I didn’t think about my own selfish pleasures, I just laid on the couch admiring Mistress watching her settle into bed. Mistress did let me come back to the bed after she watched me on the couch for a few minutes. She let me be close to Her as we said goodnight. My mouth was sore from being with Mistress, but the pain was little for all the reward I got for making Mistress so happy. Every time I would move my mouth it would remind me of all the hours of pleasing Mistress. I have always learned a lot from Mistress, by listening to every word she has spoken. Through out my training she has corrected a lot of my bad behaviors. Such as, not opening a door, leaving the toilet seat up, and not addressing her correctly, or fast enough. I keep leaving the toilet seat up over and over Mistress doesn’t like it at all. She has to waste her time correcting me. Mistress told me next time that she would put my balls in between the seat and smash them if I did it again. I must slow down; correct this immediately or I will have smashed balls and sitting to pee always. I apologize again Mistress for being so disrespectful and not listening the first time. As your slave I must try harder.
7/2/2010 1:23:10 AM: I have been ordered to start writing a journal, as my slave brother does. I am happy to do this because My mistress loves seeing her work on display for all to enjoy.~~This month has been so new and exciting for me. I have been waiting years to be owned and trained by a strong, dominate, Woman like my Mistress. My journey started with a simple message from my Mistress, wanting to know more about me and I responded immediately. As we started chatting in the beginning I knew from the start She was the one that I truly wanted to serve and please. Her being pleased with me is my first priority. I have made mistakes in the beginning since I’m new to this lifestyle, but My Mistress has trained me for over a month now and I have learned so many new things about what pleases Her and why I should please Her. For our first meeting we met at a Mexican restaurant. I arrived too early and was told by my Mistress that I would have to wait on Her and to get used to that idea. I waited nervously on my now Mistress at a booth where I could see the door. Every time the door opened and closed I looked to see if it was Her and then at last She walked through the door with a beautiful smile on Her face and as She walked down the stairs She waved hello. I was so excited and happy to finally meet Her after all the chats online or on the phone and it was nice to finally share a great meal together and we hit it off from the start. After our lunch She told me to follow you Her to Her home. When I walked in, I was told to strip and She inspected Me. She takes a lot of pleasure in my body She gave me some compliments at the time but I still felt so nervous in front of Her naked. She command me to please you for an hour, which seems like 5 minutes, because I loved serving Her so. At the end of the first meeting, She made me consume my own cum. I had never tried my own cum before but I licked it off Her your fingers will little trouble. It really was a submissive moment I'll never forget.She looked so pleased and from then on I have lived to please my Mistress. I am Her property completely. Every text, chat, phone call, or session with her She gains more control over me. The month of June went by so fast I had a few sessions with Mistress and they were great sessions. So many new experiences, and the most important one is that I was asked to be collared by Mistress on Saturday, June 19, 2010. I was so shocked when She asked me--I accepted immediately with a yes Ma’am….. then she told me I was now to call her Mistress. Mistress asked me to be collared before she could order my collar, but tonight She let me have an opinion on my adornments and we officially ordered it! I’m very excited and I cant wait till Mistress places it around my neck. Mistress took me strap-on shopping this month during a session, and I found it to be very humiliating. Mistress and the store clerk, which was a Woman, talked about all the different strap ons right in front of me, what condoms to use, what cocks would fit and which wouldn't. A group stood by the counter and Mistress even made a big deal about which condoms to use, got the group interested in the discussion. Everyone in the store knew it was for me but I accepted it because it made Mistress so happy. She was filled with excitement when we left the store. She couldn’t wait to try it out. I love when Mistress uses her new cock on me--its overwhelming feeling that takes my breath away. She calls me her ass whore, which I am (hell, even today I bought her a bigger cock as a surprise for it). I’m also her bitch and anything else she wants to call me is fine with me. I am very happy these days now that I am owed by Mistress and very proud too. I belong under her and I love to worship her. Public play can be tough at times but I made it a point to call her Mistress in public instead of Ma'am (which She so graciously allows)and She told me it pleased her a lot. That's what I want to do always. I am now her slave I live to please her, I want to please her, and I need to please her.